December 2008
bowling
No matter what, I’m going bowling tonight. And if I don’t we know someone’s out for me. But I’ve been asked by 3 different groups of people to go tonight. It’s not even like I want to go, but I feel like i’ve been very antisocial lately. You know, my anger towards the ~best holiday season ever~.
But once the bowling alleys send the “free game”...
a better son/daughter
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can’t move Awake but cannot open my eyes And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can’t breathe And hope someone will save me this time And your mother’s still callin you insane and high Swearin it’s different this time And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her That god never blessed her insides Then...
I could've saved Polaroid instant film.
but I never really got the knack of it. I wasn’t obsessed about it because my mom always said it was too expensive to use as a toy. I think otherwise. I love polaroid pictures. They are so fuzzy and such the anti-photo that it’s beautiful. You can also catch someone at their most awkward moment, and they’ll still look great.
It’s so sad that Polaroid is ending their...
she came to town, and then she drove away,...
Around 330pm, I actually believed I did pretty well on my Lit final. Then I get a call at about 445 from Amanda asking if I did both essays for the second part. Of course I thought we got to choose, so I only did one.
I wished at 11:11pm last night, fully prepared myself, and memorized all of the given vocabulary, and I still manage to screw myself from getting a really good grade. Life’s...
coconut girl in a high fashion world
love this song. failed my 10am exam… or maybe I just guessed right? I won’t know until christmas time. about to go fail my 2pm test. :(
I can’t seem to get focused. There is definitely something clouding my mind, and I can’t get away from it. I’m not sure if it’s good or bad.
WatchPERFECT. I think i’m obsessed with him
Gives You Hell Performance Version →
Mute it, and then just watch Tyson.. the song sort of annoys me but he’s gorgeous
come down, and waste away with me
I live a very awkward life I decided. Things always happen when I don’t want them to. It’s not like I’m totally against them happening, but they always tease me. I didn’t expect something today, and of course it happened.
“Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely.” -...
meet me in montauk
I can barely speak or breathe. I’m always too late. I never wake up early enough. I break everything.
I need to get away and piece my life back together. I miss the days when I wasn’t so careless and took the time to make sure everything went according to plan.
I guess I’m just becoming impulsive and spontaneous.
Studying all day and watching love movies.
waste
What a waste of another Saturday night. I feel like Saturdays are very limited, so I like to make sure they are amazing. Unfortunately I decided to come back and I ate and got drunk but honestly, wasn’t worth it. Of course I end up doing nothing on a Saturday night. Just sitting around with the suite….
I can’t wait for winter break. At least I always have amazing people to be...
WatchI caved and watched the DVRd SNL from last weekend.
Good thing I have this to make me :)
WatchI caved and watched the DVRd SNL from last weekend.
Good thing I have this to make me :)
insomnia and bad luck
“We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone” - Orson Welles
I’ll start this one with a quote. I might actually have a few with the same theme. I’m not one to gush on my life, but honestly, if I could count my bad luck with my fingers, I might need to borrow a...
turning over a new leaf.
http://jasonmraz.com/#/journal/
Jason Mraz tells me to stop watching television and start writing a journal entry everytime I wake up. So here is entry 1…
I just got back from work, another waste of time. I was planning on going to the library, but then I came back and my room was all toasty and quiet. Time to listen to music and just escape from things :) I guess all I do is listen to...
